Well, it's been a long row. I suppose I won't have truly made it until I do this today. But here it is. The last day of the 30 day challenge.
So, I lived through a flood - didn't meditate for a couple of days although I couldn't tell you which couple because I may actually have still meditated between yoga class and doing meditations with my students and my friend. I also did this after surgery. (I didn't talk about it in the blog). I had surgery last week, and one of the things that helped was doing longggggggggggggggggg meditations - a twenty minute, a one hour, a three Buddhist song meditation. Whatever.
I've had amazing dreams, I've realized somethings about myself, I've found some of my dreams again.
ON the other hand, I'm not sure it has done more for me than focus me on what I truly want in my heart. The problem now is... what next? I guess it's not a problem, but a question. I've wanted to add somethings in my life for awhile, but I've resistant - riding my bike every day or going for a walk, no sugar, make my bed every day, put on make up every day, etc. Small things, I know, but mine nonetheless. I like the 30 day challenge. I'll start a new one tomorrow. I'll meditate today on what I want to add to my life. I know it won't be the outside things because with the weather and after surgery it's not possible - down the line yes, but not now. We'll see.
p.s. If there are spelling, grammar, or other errors, do be patient. I can't see after the surgery very well(lasek) so I'll fix those problems later! Here's how I'm gonna look for the next six months!

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